♥butterfly loves

why should happy people be unhappy?
-response to Iliyasa's post-

10 reasons to be happy

1) you are stil young and alive
2) there is someone so much greater than the universe who loves you
3) love is a wonderful thing
4) MI didnt win 1st in floorball in 2007 but at least it came in 2nd for girls' team
5) you have a gd fren who listens to anything and everything and that's clare =)
6) there's no number 6 (zomg) lol
7) you've freedom to express urself
8) you've four walls around you, with food, clothes and water
9) you're fortunate enough to be living in singapore
10) Jess's is here to make a pessimist like you smile ((:

bye pple! ive moved back to blogspot. =)
http://clickintojessworld.blogspot.com/
sorry supergirlfriends. cuz LJ dont suit me. hhahahah! ((: but i love you people stil

i believe in karma, so does michelle ((:
and i love dodo to bits, cuz she noes me best!
all the best for mye pple, i will be back after mye

nobody can ever change the fact,
i jus have to accept it.
mid yr are coming,
i feel the stress not being anxious bout it.
i hope i will use this one wk to mug hard,
cuz i dont wanna let myself nor my parents (esp) down.
i will wait for you. <3

went to consult mr thiang ytd for math again. cuz ive no tutor now. i fired her! feel so relaX and happyy!! muahahhaa! ((: went to cityhall with mich, suddenly feel there's so many memories that we wanna get it bAck. ohwells. i jus hope to keep all these nice ones inside my mind and nvr let it go, hopefully i can grab it back one day. so we went bowling, and mich is not bad for a starter. ((: but she break her fingernails. ohman! takecare okay! next time we bowl, remember to cut it yea? suddenly i feel like bowling with him. . then after that we dont know where to go, so we head to explanate rooftop to camwhore! hahaha! camwhore with mich is the fun thing on earth laa! OMG! is super duper funny please. shall upload when is done. we tried jumping! and hahahha! we succeeded! =)) off to work, and i swear is damn pissing off at work today. =( ray, we need u back.

pretty boy



I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

[BRIDGE]
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

that pretty boy wearin number 13 across the street, with tall figure and long eyelashes, what's the possibility of us knowing each other again?

Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I am a emo kid
2. I talk to myself when im alone (LOL)
3. I often say people cute
4. I hate it when people say im cute/pretty
5. I love to bite my toe nails
6. I always wake up at weird timing
7. i like to day dream
8. i dont really drink other drinks except ribena and plain ice water
9. i eat alot when im troubled
10. I tag:
genie
michelle
joyce
eunice
farisha
qian yi

supposed to go for trng ytd before heading to tanning, but in the end i skipped trngs agaiN! muahahha! cuz i woke up late. uh oh. yusri and i planned to make jay chou and mich spend time tog, so we came 2 hrs late. hahahaha! bet they have some bonding manx! is so weird to go tanning with jus the four of us, but it was stil fun though. (: played frisbee and soccer. LOLX! and guess who we saw? qian! ((: nvr seen her b4 and its sucha coincidence seeing him there. jon was there as well, ohwells that bastard. come on laa, why dont dare to tok to us and pretend that u dont know us? be a man please. anyways, cordy came after her pw meeting as well. that emo kid, LOL! she went down into the water herself while the rest of us were camwhoring laa. hahahaha! after that met val at vivo and we went for dinner b4 gg to visit adrian at cck k box. hahahah! actually cant believe that we will go there cuz val is so ang moh!! LOL! adrian was asking why i nvr join campus superstar after hearing how i sing. LOL! im so afraid people will say i bhb seh. and this kinda thing is based on votes, so if got no votes means cant get in also laa. plus. . i cant imagine myself telling people 'hi im contestant so and so, please vote for me'. LOLOL! i cant LMAO manx! anyhow, i jus think singing is my leisure laa. ahhaha! val and me were crazy ytd nite due to over- tiredness! we sang this cute song entitled 'culcutta'. LOL! and we went high and sang out loud when it goes 'kali kali cutta cutta ayoh ayoh'. LOL! now the song lyrics is all over my mind! ((: AHHAHHA! i love singing with you manx girlf! adrian and cordy jus cant stop laughing at us laa. muahahha! reached hm like 2.30 am ytd. damn tired! gotta find my mood to get studying again. holidays like ending soon! uh oh! let's get it started! ((: toodles people!



they can jump super high!


that's yusri


see the effect of cap flying. LOL


cordy, me and mich





look at cordy! hot bimbo! ((:


cordy and me




mich and me



us again



another shot




we love camwhoring! (:




qian! what a coincidence!




tt's our jay chou (:




jay chou with yusri




presenting to you. . . LOL




hello new frenz!




val! my girlf

THE ACT OF VIOLENCE! LOL!


spot me! muahahaha!

i found these pictures from michelle's blog.
somehow i miss all these ppl.









these are memories that can never be brought back i guess. no matter how hard we want, somehow, we have to bid goodbye.
jon,nic,sk,elaine,cordelia,mich and Jess : i hope we remember the things we used to share, be it rain or shine, we used to face it together as one. right now, we have our individual lives. all the best to all of you. (:

marriage? is a biggest mistake on earth.
tt's how im brought to this earth.
so im a mistake too. =(

i miss my childhood boyf. (: can i find him back? i remember he fell behind the bicycle cuz he wasnt holding onto his mum while his mum was giving him a ride to the nearest supermarket. i remember we used to go to the playground tog, where his sister will make fun of us.

i miss my pri sch where i used to have a crush on this girl who looks like a bung. we used to be gd frenz, but now, she's too far to be seen.

i miss my sec sch though i look ultra fat and ultra ugly. where i have nice cliques like mich, genie and ce. (: i will nvr forget how genie and me became gd frenz. and not forgetting my precious wawa, jenny!

i miss chc, e315, usher ministry, my crush kel. i miss the hardcore church goer whom i used to be. i miss every single one of my cg member, when we used to queue up for svc and have dinner and fellowship after svc.

i miss class O6B6, where we used to crap during classtime. not gg for lectures with emily, vic and derrick. i miss the times we run during econs lessons for not bringing our econs stuffs or doing our hw. i miss the 10 rounds that we have to run when we skip pe lessons. i miss the times when i sat beside pretty pretty please, aloysius and val. i miss taking 158 to sch with val, seeing him on the bus with patrick, where patrick will call my name non-stop jus to disturb me. i miss disturbing him about not knowing how to solve simultaneous equations. i miss the times when derrick used to disturb us when we disturbed emily and him. i miss the tall and short couple that he told me about. i miss the sounds of the piano that u used to play in old bartley hall and canteen.

as much as i misses all these things mention above, i stil misses YOU the most.

its seems jus like yesterday,
where i first got to know you.
we were strangers at first.
how i wish i could turn back time,
at least to be friends back with you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsDUrj13AeM
that's sapphire! it rock big time! =)

is there a reason to this?
i guess it is..
perhaps what dodo says is true.
im jus rushing into things without thinking..
JESS JESS JESS
you gotta think first before acting.
i dont know why am i not sad, no tears at all.
i was laughing and smiling as if im the normal cheerful girl i was known.
oh wells, this might jus be a play play thing after all.
i guess is really true that my heart stil beats for someone else.
jus let nature takes its course.

ytd was a super tiring day. A div and then gp paper and then sports meet. sapphire's cheerleading came in second! yes yes! i love sapphire! =)) 3 cheers for all the cheerleaders in sapphire, yall did a great job! and to you too onyx. =)

happy mothers' day to all beautiful mums in this world! (: and esp to mine. words cant express how much i love my mum. though i cant stand her nags most of the time and always talking bad bout her. but i seriously do love her. without her im really nothing. nobody can cook for me, noone who will wash and iron my clothes, fill my water bottle and gives me money. thanks mama! <3 went for dinner with my family todayy to celebrate, though is at some normal place but we enjoyed ourselves! went for bowling as well. woots! papa can play very well, im shocked! like OMG! hahhaha! i love my family, i want more outing please! lovesloves!

to you : i miss you! one wk nvr see you alr! hur =(

school had been so tight nowadays, i jus feel lyk screaming out loud! anyone? let me scream into ure ears please. i jus hate sch nowadays i also dont know. im so enthu for other activities lyk cheerleading. . even bowling im so not enthu alr. i jus hope i could catch up with my sch work , seriously i dont wanna continue to be slack if not i can prepare to not promote this yr man. where's the Jess that i used to know? who used to be so hard core mugger? i cant seem to see her existing in my life anymore. sapphire house rocks big time, though not leading yet, but im jus glad to see ppl winning for sapphire! =) cheers to gwen, who won the 1500km run! (: go sapphire go! all the way!

muthu

dodo

bobo

sha

these are their stupid faces. LOLOLOL!
they are none other than my SUPERGIRLFRIENDS!
I <3 THEM ALL

sweet medicine that heals the inner side of me. (: i love you sweetheart!
he came to my hse jus to pass me the cough medicine. how sweet! awww. =) today have trng and most ppl are not in the mood. im so gonna faint please. my interest for bowling has lost. how sad. hmms. went shopping with piglet jus now, hahaha! so long nvr go shopping with her. bought a top from forever 21. love it man! piglet bought alot of stuffs, rich alr sia. ahhahaha!

to dodo : i know that u are concern bout me, and im not angry with you, i stil love you my cutie pie! the way u cry today makes me happy cuz at least i know u treasure the friendship with me and i stand alot in ure <3. love you my cutie pie! =))

i feel sucha loser not being selected into sch team for A div and instead being a reserve. how can i be so dumb as to not do well for 1st game and only buck up on the 2nd? haiz! anyways, at least im glad that im not sore loser. at least im willing to admit that im not gd enuff. but guess i will be withdrawing from it cuz i really see no pt in gg for reserve and wasting my time for missing out on lessons. this yr is a crucial yr for me. bowling is not everything, my studies place the most impt part of my life now. at least, that's the thing that i can console myself about. ohwells. life is like that. is either u win or u lose. im sad but what can i do? but im really proud of myself jus now. at least i stayed strong and im really glad to see myself improving my bowling skills! =)

bobo
sha and hock seng
dodo

where's muthu?! muthu! u better think twice b4 sleeping in class. before it ends up like the rest. hahahha! i love love all these happy lil cliques of mine! =)

muthu : thanks for the flower that u gave us! =)
bobo : get well soon alright? i wan to see you in sch with us laughing at eating ure sausage bread! LOL!
dodo : u noe how much i love you, so dont reject me please. LOL
hock seng : hahaha! i jus love teasing you cheenah! but i stil love you! =)
sha : hey when wanna have a long talk with me again?

because of them, i dare to stand up in the new campus.
because of them, i know what real frenz are called.
because of them, there's no more sadness, no more loneliness and of cuz no more boredom.
because of them, there's more life in millennia institute O6A1.

THAT'S MY SUPER GIRLFRIENDS! I <3 all of you!